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L > COMMENTARY: PHILIP VERA CRUZ

Saturday, September 22nd, 2007

COMMENTARY: “Philip Vera Cruz: A Personal History of Filipino Immigrants and the Farmworker Movement.” By Craig Scharlin and Lilia Villanueva. University of Washington Press © 2000

First, a few words of disclosure: During my tenure with Cesar Chavez and his farmworker movement, I knew and worked with Philip Vera Cruz from 1965 to 1973. Although twice my age, not only was Philip a colleague, but I thought of him as a friend. We participated, and many times sat next to one another, in dozens – perhaps, as many as a hundred – United Farm Worker Organizing Committee board meetings. Because of this personal relationship, I cannot be sure my comments about Philip Vera Cruz will be objective enough or sufficiently dispassionate, but the reader is forewarned.

By documenting the story of Philip Vera Cruz, using his own words, the authors, Craig Scharlin and Lilia Villanueva, have created a book of great historical significance and public service – at least for those even remotely interested in the organized and wide-spread importation/exploitation of immigrant workers by the service and agricultural industries of the United States. It is not an exaggeration to say that for more than a century, these industries have been built and subsidized at the expense of underpaid/exploited immigrant labor – and continues to the present day.

Using recorded oral history to create an interesting and readable book is far more difficult than it seems. Many such book attempts consist of little more than tedious-to-read pages of written transcripts – the story line is relentlessly linear, it lacks human texture and provides little perspective. Scharlin and Villanueva have sorted through the recorded words, smoothed out their rough and uneven edges enabling them to flow easier, and rearranged the chronological timeline to create a narrative line that is more interesting and reader-friendly – but most important: it permits Philip Vera Cruz to tell his story.

Cesar Chavez and his farmworker movement aside, Vera Cruz’s immigrant story of coming to America from the Philippines in the 1920’s to find work, send money home to the family, scratch out some formal education, and make something of himself is representative of the immigrant story for tens of thousands. Additionally, in Philip’s case, we are the beneficiaries of his thoughtful reflections and intelligent analysis about the role of immigrants in American society, the discrimination and humiliation they endured, and the organized self-help efforts they made to improve their status.

One of the most interesting and paradoxical sections of this book relates to the United Farm Worker management decisions about the operation of the Agbayani Village in the late 1970’s. The Village, the brainchild of Cesar Chavez, was built with volunteer labor and sited at the union’s compound, called Forty Acres, in Delano California. The purpose of the Village was to house elderly Filipinos at affordable rents during their retirement years in a clean, modern, and spacious setting. Instead of living in shacks and farm labor camps, these bachelors – Filipino immigrant laborers to the United State were not permitted to marry, own property or become a U.S. citizen – would be able to live out their lives in their traditional communal setting and have sufficient space for their extensive vegetable gardens and pets.

What a wonderful and universally acclaimed idea! After the Village was built and opened for occupancy, the political realities of the union movement clashed with the real-life needs of aging Filipino farmworkers. Unfortunately, the titular UFW head of the Village, Philip Vera Cruz, was caught in the middle and was unable to exert enough influence to change the outcome – my sense is, only Cesar Chavez could have changed the end result, but it may have been out of his reach as well. While it might be unfair and an overstatement to characterize Agbayani Village as a complete failure, it is certainly true that its ideals and goals were never reached, nor did it ever come close.

In the UFW history of the Delano Grape strike (1965-1970), there were two well-known and well-defined classes of Filipino farmworkers– the Filipino Brothers (strikers) and the crews of Filipino strikebreakers (scabs). Needless to say, the number of Filipino scabs far exceeded the Filipino strikers, and to complicate matters further, not even all the strikers lasted for the duration of the strike, and some of them returned to work in strike areas.

The UFW political problem: Who was going to be permitted to live at Agbayani Village? Strikers, of course, but what about scabs, and what about those who had left the strike? The political problem for the Filipino communities of farmworkers was different: Agbayani Village should be open at very affordable rents to all aging Filipinos, regardless of their strike history – an anathema to Cesar Chavez! A compromise of sorts was reached: Rents for the faithful strikers would be more affordable, and rates for all others would be less affordable. Even so, it turned out that both classes of rents were set too high compared to the existing Delano rents for a shack or a farm labor bunkhouse. Cheap rent was absolutely essential for retired Filipino farmworkers who had to live off meager social security payments and precious little personal savings.

But rent was not the only issue, there were special cultural needs of immigrant Filipino farmworkers that needed to be met – sexual relations and breeding cockfighting chickens

Because immigrant Filipinos, prior to 1950, were not permitted to marry (and therefore, create families), they lived communally and relied on the regularized “pay day” use of prostitutes to service the sexual needs of their various farmworker communities. This practice of prostitution was forbidden to residents of Agbayani Village, at least at the Village itself, as was the breeding of chickens for cockfighting.

Whether the titular head of the Village, Philip Vera Cruz, a property owner and now married (I have since been informed that technically Philip Vera Cruz was not married, but had formed a long term relationship with a UFW volunteer) was a UFW Vice-President or not, the hurdles of rental rate discrimination, too expensive rents, accepting the use of prostitution, and the business entertainment of cockfighting could not be overcome. For all its promise, Agbayani Village was soon on the wane – a wonderful, but culturally naïve and impractical idea.

In his oral history, Philip Vera Cruz provides thoughtful reflection about the tension created between various groups of Filipino farmworkers as a result of the UFW collective bargaining agreements. Historically, most farmworker strikes, especially strikes initiated by Filipino crews, dealt with the sole issue of “pay” – how much per hour, or how much per piece was the grower offering to pay? If the rate was too low, a spontaneous strike ensued. Sometimes, in response to the wildcat strike, the grower would bump up the rate a nickel or so, or just enough to get the Filipino crews back to work, but if Mexican migrants were readily available to pick up the slack, it might be “take it or leave it” time. The grower pocketed the pay increase demanded by the strikers and moved forward with replacement crews.

The UFW strike was not about wages, but about union recognition. Cesar Chavez wanted to weaken the stranglehold – the life-or-death control of the job – that growers held over the workers, thereby pitting one racial group against another, or even one worker against another, and all for the purpose of driving down wage rates.

UFW union contracts called for all workers to be dispatched to the available jobs through the union hiring hall – workers with the most seniority and in good standing with the union (dues paid up) – would be dispatched first, those with less seniority afterwards. But as Vera Cruz points out, the growers who used primarily Filipino work crews – especially crews who came back year after year to the same grower – used the traditional Filipino crew system to undermine the collective bargaining agreement and the union.

Example: Conversation sample at the ranch with a grower: Sammy, I have plenty of work for you and your crew, you know that, but the union says I can’t hire you. You have to get a dispatch from the union. Bring the OK from the union and your crew can go to work.

Conversation sample at the union hiring hall with the beleaguered UFW staff member: Sammy, we don’t have any job requests from that grower. He tells us he is full up. You have to go back and tell him to make a job request.

Repeating this circular who-gets-the-jobs scenario hundreds of times in the course of a harvest or pruning season angered/alienated many of the communal Filipino farm labor crews and undermined whatever confidence they had in the union – if they had any in the first place. There was nothing that Philip Vera Cruz and the other Filipino UFW leadership could do to prevent the growers from using their traditional Filipino crews to help undermine the union.

I was intrigued by Vera Cruz’s frank and poignant discussion of the relationship between the Filipino immigrant farmworkers and the family members left behind in the Philippines – especially siblings, nieces and nephews. Of course the primary relationship was the solemn promise that family support money would be sent home on a regular basis, especially to pay for the education of family members. But over their many years of absence from the family, combined with the harsh discrimination associated with their underclass status in the U.S., most Filipino farmworkers came to feel inferior and were ashamed to admit to family members back home their lowly American status. Philip recounts how one time he counseled a family member not to emigrate to America – one reason being, he did not wish to be seen as a farmworker by his now-educated and newly-minted career professional sibling. Another reason was he did not want to see a family member endure the racial discrimination that was so prevalent in the United States.

Finally, the personal history of Philip Vera Cruz with respect to Cesar Chavez and his farmworker movement – the United Farm Workers AFL-CIO – shows how it is possible for two people to have divergent views about the same set of observations. In this case, Philip talks about the role he played at UFW board meetings – I saw it differently.

Despite his unabashed and heartfelt admiration for Cesar Chavez as a person, as a leader, and as a policy-maker, Vera Cruz saw himself as the UFW board member who spoke up to challenge this or that union policy, or to defend a particular principle. He takes pride in the fact that occasionally, in the face of UFW board member opposition, he alone stood up for principle, and even though he was not successful in changing the outcome, at least he tried.

But others – and I am one of them – saw him, and his role, differently. During my tenure with Philip Vera Cruz, he rarely – very rarely – spoke at board meetings. He paid close attention at all times, he took copious notes, he often nodded his assent, and if UFW vice-president, Larry Itliong, was present and holding forth, he often grumbled and muttered to himself. (One time, Philip confided to me that he kept a gun in his car just in case, “Larry tries anything. . .” I interpreted this to mean that he would not permit Larry Itliong to personally attack him in front of other board members, or publicly show him up. During my tenure, I never heard Larry do so.)

Taking the floor, speaking up, and debating the issues did not happen, or if it did, I cannot remember any such occasion. In fact, in the eight years of my leadership position in the UFW, I have no recollection of Philip ever addressing a Friday night union strike meeting or speak publicly at the union leadership retreats held periodically throughout the year. I have no doubt whatsoever that Vera Cruz was critical of, and did not agree with, some of the UFW board decisions, but he made that known after the meeting in private conversations with others, including selected board members, and sometimes with me.

In truth, Philip Vera Cruz was something of an armchair philosopher/revolutionary, and had he lived two lifetimes, he could not have found a better audience than the farmworker movement. Literally, thousands of university students from throughout the world came to the Delano to learn about Cesar Chavez and his farmworker movement, but unless they volunteered to man the picket lines or traveled to the cities to work on the boycott, there was no UFW representative available to teach/inform/pay attention to these students – except Philip Vera Cruz. Philip did not picket nor did he boycott, instead he hung out in Filipino Hall, the meeting and feeding place for the Delano grape strike, or sometimes at Forty Acres, the union’s headquarters. For hours at a sitting, he lectured small groups of university students, sometimes even just one at a time, about the plight of California farmworkers, about the strike and boycott, about Cesar Chavez, about the abuses of the growers and agribusiness, about union democracy, about the capitalist system, about California politics, about racial discrimination, about immigration, and so on. He was the resident farmworker movement radical professor, and the more he talked, the more the student visitors loved it.

I have no doubt that some of the things, critical or non-critical, Vera Cruz might have wanted to say and/or debate publicly at a UFW board meeting – but did not or could not – he spoke about passionately with his visiting students, and it is only natural, I think, that having lectured, debated, and answered questions for eager students “semester” after “semester,” for more than a decade, that when he recounted his union career, he saw himself in this discussion/questioning role in all aspects of his UFW leadership position, including his public participation at board meetings. I saw it differently.

None of this – how Vera Cruz saw himself, how I saw him – makes much difference, and while I was not a participant at the time, reading his account of the confrontation that led him to resign his position on the UFW board, it is clear to me that he was pushed off. He had fallen out of favor with Cesar Chavez and the other board members – for reasons real or imagined, it makes little difference – and he was publicly challenged to pledge allegiance to board confidentiality, or to leave. He resigned; he was 73 years old.

I come away from “Philip Vera Cruz: A Personal History” with three conclusions: (1) By dint of hard work, mutual support, and long suffering, Filipino immigrant farmworkers managed to survive and overcome the exploitation and discrimination they endured under the yoke of California agribusiness; (2) At great personal sacrifice, Filipino farmworkers scraped together enough money over a many-year period to help finance a better life and more educational opportunities for the families they left behind; (3) Because of Cesar Chavez and his farmworker movement, Philip Vera Cruz and the Filipino Brothers of the Delano Grape Strike, achieved an esteemed place in California history they could never have imagined.

In Memoriam…Brother Sixtus Robert Smith, F.S.C. 1910-2006

Sunday, September 16th, 2007

Your tribute to Sister Maria, LeRoy, prompted me to complete something similar to my mentor and friend, Brother Robert. I started it right after his death, but for some reason I kept putting it off. I think, in retrospect, it was my speculation about his long term relationship with St. Johns College that gave me trouble, not wanting to impute something to him that wasn’t true or that he would violently disagree with and could not defend now. In any case, here is my effort.

I first met Brother Robert as a high school boarding student at Mont la Salle. High in the Napa, California hills, the Mont, a series of loosely connected buildings, colonial Spanish architecture, was the residence for three groups. A Roman Catholic boarding high school called the Junior Novitiate or “Juniorate” for short…children who thought they might want to become Christian Brothers; a training boot camp for young men who really thought they wanted to be Christian Brothers, called the Novitiate; and the final resting place for old monks and those who ran the winery, we affectionately called “The Ancients.”

To understate it, he was not formidable in stature. I always thought of him as round. Five foot two, round in all respects: round, bald head atop a round body, round little fingers. I imagined his feet….round little toes. He had a ready, almost giddy laugh when amused. While visiting the Mont, he decided to attend a rare showing of a movie, a happening granted by the institutional director and dictator, Brother Michael Quinn, only on special feast days.

I didn’t say much to him that evening. He was busy talking to one of the older students who knew him. I remember one thing, though. When asked about my reading interest, I proudly told him I was currently reading Frank Norris’ novel, “The Octopus,” a story about the west, the railroad barons. He looked at me with an amused smile. “Why don’t you read a real novel?” he asked.

Soon I was reading “The Brothers Karamazov” by Fyodor Dostoevsky. It was a “real” novel, alright. And way more real than my sixteen year old brain could manage at the time, but I read the whole damn, indecipherable tome from beginning to end. And I made sure it was resting squarely on my desk during study periods to impress the cretans who were my classmates.

The next time I remember seeing Brother Robert was by pure accident. By now I knew he was a highly respected, if comically constructed, tutor at St. Mary’s College. By this time, having graduated from the high school and joined the ranks of Brothers under the name of Steven Noel, I was taking courses at St. Marys College as a student brother. Brother Robert was trying to initiate a program paralleling that of the “great books” curriculum of St. Johns College in Annapolis, Maryland. I was required to attend a seminar which read and discussed ancient Greek texts like Homer’s Iliad and Odyssey, the historian Tacitus, the playwright Sophocles and, of course, Plato’s Dialogues. I was shy and didn’t talk much but somehow I got a B+ in his seminar. A friend who talked a lot, got a C. As I remember it, he was upset, thought a mistake had been made. Not so, Brother Robert said. He apparently thought I asked better questions or something of the sort. Very good for my ego at the time.

I asked him once what one should do to become a good teacher. I admired his technique in seminars and watched him free wheel around the classroom in his history of religion. He gave me his delighted smile.

“It is very easy to be a good teacher,” he said with a straight face. “Show students how to learn and then make sure they like learning. Then they will be life long learners.”

Many years later I accosted him with his comment. “The first part is easy,” I said. “The second part is impossible.”

“Not so,” he replied. “How about Jaime Escalante?”

“Yeah, “ I retorted, “but he’s a genius.”

“The defense rests,” he said with a smile.

Shortly afterward I left the Brothers. I was 20 years old and didn’t have any idea what I was going to do. It is not an exaggeration to say that what Brother Robert did for me changed my life forever. He showed me catalogues of St. Johns College, their curriculum, their style of education. He said I would be an ideal student there. I bought his sales pitch, but said my parents couldn’t afford to pay tuition and room and board. So he used his connections, asked me to write an essay saying why I wanted to go to St. Johns (it was a damn good essay, he told me), got one of our teachers, George Elliott, to send St. Johns a letter of recommendation, and made sure everything was taken care of before I left. He was right. St. Johns was the ideal detox station, a transition for me on the way to the rest of my life.

I kept in touch with Brother over the years, but didn’t see him again for some time. I heard that he had left St. Marys to become a tutor at his beloved St. Johns College. I never had an opportunity to ask him point blank why he decided to leave the western province of the Christian Brothers and St. Marys, perhaps the blunt question would have been our of order anyway….but I wouldn’t be surprised if St. Johns College was his way of achieving an amicable separation without divorce. To put it in the context of your essay, Brother Misfit, LeRoy, and your own story, he was a scholar; the pedestrian view of education afforded by St. Marys likely bored him to death. St. Johns would have been his equivalent of the vision, the new mission….perhaps similar to your view when you embarked on the Farmworker’s quest for fairness. Even so, the one time I asked about the lack of novices, intimating that the days of the Christian Brother order might be numbered, he replied that it was quality that was needed, not quantity. Loyal to the end. At least publicly he would never badmouth the Brothers.

Certainly his long standing friendship with the legendary Dean Klein, Mortimer Adler and other distinguished scholars was a major influence in his decision. But this is what reinforced my original thoughts about his “real” motives. You remember he was personally responsible for birthing the “Integral Program” at St. Marys, a seminar based St. Johns-like curriculum, started when we were student brothers in the 1950s. In a memorial service on November, 11, 2006 shortly after Robert’s death, his program was mentioned in a eulogy by Brother Donald Mansir, then the director of the St. Marys monastic community. So I looked for the program on the St. Marys web page. No attribution…in fact, absolutely no mention of Brother Robert at all. And his program is buried at the bottom of a list of curriculum options under “Liberal Arts,” with this remark at the end of a descriptive paragraph: “The program attracts talented and committed students from any and all backgrounds, but is not and has never been an honors program.”

So much for loyalties going both ways.

Years later I moved to Paris in a new job capacity with IBM. I rented an apartment near the Duroc Metro station in the 7th Arrondissement, the area containing the Eiffel Tower and the home of the legendary sculptor, Rodan. One day I was walking my dog around the our cul de sac and thought I heard Gregorian Chant. I put my ear to the wall of the building and, sure enough, Gregorian singing. Just to check it out, I walked our dog around to Rue de Sèvres, just around the corner. To my astonishment, a small street called Rue Jean-Baptiste de la Salle greeted me, and just across from that was the Christian Brother mother house of Paris…where some monks were probably singing Gregorian. I looked skyward. “Come on! Give me a break,” I pleaded to the ether. “We had this out years ago.”

Guess who was coming to dinner? The next thing we knew, Brother Robert was a guest. He was a Francophile of the highest order, spoke French fluently, and visited Paris whenever he could. With the Christian Brother house around the corner, he could visit when he pleased, hang out with his Russian Orthodox priest friends and have easy access to transportation anywhere in Europe. He liked my wife, Valerie, gave my daughters large, round hugs. He was so knowledgeable about so many things, his company was as unusual as it was entertaining.

He loved my youngest daughter, Leslie. They always compared heights when they met, she demanding they stand back to back for the obligatory measurement. Some years later, she won. “A-ha!” she triumphed. “I’m taller.” To which he replied with dignity, “Being taller than me, Leslie, does not constitute tallness.” She fell on the floor laughing.

We sent her to stay for a time with Brother in Annapolis, so she attended some of his seminars at the tender age of 16. When I asked her later what she thought of it, she said, “The book they were reading was Plato’s dialogue, “The Phaedo”. Fifteen people sat around a table for two hours arguing over a paragraph I thought had little or no meaning.” Needless to say Leslie did not go to St. Johns in spite of her affection for Brother Robert.

I worked for a time in Baltimore after I retired from IBM. I saw Brother Robert infrequently, but it was always a pleasure. He recommended books for me to read. We would talk about the Church occasionally. When I said I thought it was in serious need of reform, as with his defense of the Brothers, he replied, “The reforms have already taken place in Vatican Council II. It takes time.” When I pointed out the obvious pedophilia among American priests, he said, “There have always been bad priests.” I thought he missed my point, but I had no desire to hurt his feelings. So I dropped the matter for the time being. I wonder what he would make of Benedict’s latest pronouncements which seem to be antithetical to the spirit of Vatican II and of the enormous sums of money awarded the Archdiocese of Los Angeles’ victims?

He was still active at St. Johns, a tutor emeritus, still giving lectures and leading seminars and about to publish a book on Russian iconography, a subject in which he was an acknowledged expert. He now hobbled around Annapolis with the aid of a cane, but still very able, keen mind, waving to everyone. He was an established feature of Annapolis, an affable icon in his own right. I saw him one more time with Valerie. We had lunch and chatted, at ease in each other’s company.

A year later I heard he was ill and was taken back to California. To die, it turned out, of prostate cancer. I called him at the home of the Ancients. At 96, he was one now. I said I wanted him to know what an important role he had played in my development and my life… and how much I cherished his friendship. He replied with a rasping voice, obviously in pain, “And you in mine, my friend.” Two days later he was gone.

In my lifetime there have been a few people who were there for me when I most needed help and direction. Brother Robert was one of them. Bless you wherever you are.

Oh, by the way. I recently read The Grand Inquisitor from The Brother’s Karamazov….probably for the sixth time overall. I’m pretty sure I get it now. Brother was right. It is a real novel.

L > EULOGY FOR SISTER MARIA FITZGERALD

Saturday, September 8th, 2007

Don,

The leadership of Loaves & Fishes asked me to deliver the eulogy for Sister Maria at the Memorial Service to be held in Friendship Park on September 13, 2007. I was pleased to be asked. It has taken me several weeks to arrive at this point of development, but aside from a word massage here and there, I believe it says what I wish to communicate.

LeRoy

Eulogy for Sister Maria Fitzgerald
September 13, 2007

Sixteen years ago, Sister Maria Fitzgerald visited Loaves & Fishes. After her tour, we met in my office where she told me: “I’ve been a nun for 30 years, and I am looking for an opportunity to work with the poor.”

Let’s stop for a second and reflect on what she told me: “I have been a nun for 30 years, and I am looking for an opportunity to work with the poor.”

Imagine that! In one sentence, Sister Maria had summed up the corporate mindset of the American Catholic Church dating back to at least 1950. Without meaning to do so, she highlighted the disconnect that exists between the Catholic Church as a corporate institution and the teachings of Jesus that characterize and define a Christian.

“Come blessed of my Father:
For I was hungry and you gave me food,
I was thirsty and you gave me drink,
I was a stranger and you made me welcome,
Lacking clothes and you clothed me,
Sick and you visited me,
In prison and you came to see me.”

On that day, during her visit to Loaves & Fishes, Sister Maria had made up her mind to devote her life’s work to the poor – if I would allow her to do so.

I don’t think Maria’s decision should come as much of a surprise, after all, she was the religious daughter of Nano Nagel who in 1775 made the decision to devote her life to the oppressed of Ireland by founding a women’s religious order who would live among the poor and seek to improve their lives through education and by working for social justice. Sad to report, not long after Nano died, the church authorities who rule on such matters – along with the acquiescence of the order’s leadership, I have to admit – relegated the nuns back to the convent cloister to say their prayers and take their solemn vows. By coming to Loaves & Fishes to work with the poor, Sister Maria was simply picking up the torch lit by Nano Nagel two centuries earlier.

The mission of Loaves & Fishes is two-fold – first and foremost, it provides survival help in the form of food and shelter for the hungry and homeless of our community, but second, and very important, it provides the call, the opportunity, and the structure for people of faith and people of good will to practice the gospel teachings of Jesus.

Sister Maria Fitzgerald came to Loaves & Fishes to put the teachings of Jesus into practice. In truth, this is the same reason why many of you have come to Loaves. It is also the very same reason why many of our volunteers have come, and it is the reason why our donors generously support this work.

I knew Sister Maria well and I can say from personal experience she was a woman with many facets.

A feminist – men, but especially men in authority, although tolerable, needed to be dealt with;

an accomplished professional – her jail visitation department and volunteer meetings, her United Way speaking engagements, her fundraising outreach – all was organized, right down to the coffee and tea cups, the napkins, the pens and notepads on the table, the agenda and informational handout at the ready, and the desired outcome of the meeting well thought out in advance, nothing was left to chance;

a woman always impeccably groomed and stylish but dressed in the classical fashion of understatement, I would say;

a master – or should I say mistress – of conversation – large or small, short or long, witty or sad – all decorated with the lilt of her native accent honed in her beloved County Cork. She was a charmer with words;

and did I mention taskmaster? Yes, it’s true, there is no denying it. And woe to those of us who ever complained, even under our breath, about being overworked and underpaid. Nonsense, she would say, and proceeded to point out our time-wasting shortcomings and our lack of planning skills. On occasion she would come to me to complain that in her view a particular program director was not earning his/her keep, and she was concerned that as the director, I was not providing enough oversight and therefore – without meaning too, of course – I might be condoning this laxness. She could be tough, let me tell you.

Long before Friendship Park existed, Sister Maria began her Loaves & Fishes ministry in Brother Martin’s Courtyard. She came to know each guest by name – especially those who never responded to her greeting. Sister Maria chatted with the guests singly, and in small groups, to help wile away the waiting hours before the noon meal. Sister Judy used to refer to this conversational activity with our guests as “loitering with intent.”

Not long after, she founded the Jail Visitation Program and recruited dozens of volunteers to help her. It was she who finally convinced the Sacramento County Sheriff to facilitate jail access for her staff and volunteers to visit our incarcerated guests. Believe me, this was no small accomplishment, even though it is something we take for granted today.

Her last assignment at Loaves was that of fundraising. She founded the Development Department, and began an organized outreach, especially into the church communities, to drum up support for Loaves & Fishes. Again, her remarkable gift of speech and her heartfelt concern for our guests gave her entrée and sparked much favorable response. On behalf of the poor, she was a brilliant speaker.

In addition to these fulltime assignments, she served for many years on our board of directors.

Sister Maria left her imprint on Loaves & Fishes in many ways but none greater, I believe, than her outspoken commitment to the principle of non-judgmental acceptance. Truthfully, she served as the board’s conscience in this regard, and time and again, she spoke up at meetings to remind board members that for all our preaching and talking about being non-judgmental, our present discussion and proposed action fell woefully short.

In 2002, Sister Maria retired from Loaves & Fishes and returned to her beloved Ireland – a kind of repatriation, I think.

In March of 2005 she sent an email asking if I would provide an employment reference to one Sister Mary Malone.

I wrote back: “GREETINGS TO SISTER MARY MALONE,
It is not possible in a few sentences to adequately explain Sister Maria’s positive impact on the lives of homeless people in Sacramento. Suffice it to say she is revered by the homeless poor, the volunteers, the staff and the supporters of Loaves & Fishes – and her accomplishments are legendary. For many years Sister Maria served on our board of directors and always represented the needs of the poor even when some of us became too judgmental.

I am confident in saying that if your program includes anyone in need, or anyone who is suffering, or anyone who is distraught, or anyone who is difficult to deal with, then you have recruited the right woman.”

Sister Maria Fitzgerald was the right woman for Loaves & Fishes.

In her memory, my prayer today is simply this: may our Loaves & Fishes leadership remain true to its commitment of non-judgmental acceptance, not only in word, but in deed.

And may those who seek to work with the poor find their way to Loaves & Fishes, and be given the opportunity to follow their calling.

Maria, we miss you.